January 2nd, 2009
Where am I now and what the hell do I want? I find it disturbing to feel this way - not satisfied as to what I am doing, with no idea as to what I want to do. I will be 55 years old in a few weeks and am just not happy with the direction my life is going. I feel like I'm stuck, not making much progress in my career. I feel like I am unable to change careers because I am too old, too out of shape, got teens to look after,
