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I keep messing up...

  • Sep. 4th, 2008 at 9:11 PM
Matsuri, Wadaiko Newark
I don't know what is wrong with me.  I keep screwing up my releationship with my spouse by not being thoughtful.   I just get so caught up in the day to day crap that I forget the small things that make our relationship so special.

Today I almost called him by my ex-husband's name.  I've done this several times over the course of our marriage and I know it upsets Edip.  It upsets me!  I also forget to make him a snack when he comes home late. Edip always fixes me dinner and has never called me by his ex-wife'sname.  I feel like crap right now...  We've or I should say, he's talked tonight.  I just hope that I can fix this thing in my head...  I'm getting tired of it.


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